How can I create the work and relationship I want? I seem to have a lot of fear and get stuck in routines. I no I'm learning to let go of feelings of powerlessness and realize my power to create and yet I keep going around in circles help.? Will I ever attract in the special someone. I no I don't need him but life would sure be more fun with someone to share with. I also no my purpose is to find a way to help others that's fulfilling to me. Healing is what im attracted to any guidance or advice for me as regards anything you might see for me in the future around working in this field? Or a particular area for me? Thank you. Kind regards - Cara
Thanks for writing. One of the first things I notice is that you're using "no" instead of "know" when you write. This might on the surface seem a small thing, a spelling thing or a way of using your phone quickly to text. But to the Universe... "no" means No. It's as if you're saying "I want this" but your heart is saying "no I don't." When your intention and your heart are not in allignment, the Universe just goes into a stalled, stuck pattern, until you can get clear.
Cara, what you need most is a way to hear your own heart. We are taught in school things like math and geography. But we're not taught how to listen to what we feel, how to sense what we already know, how to understand ourselves as true Divine souls in human container.
I'd suggest that you begin a spiritual practice. It isn't an easy path, especially at the beginning. It is hard to look at ourselves in the true light. But this soul inquiry changes everything.
You might like my course You Are Enough as a great starting point. Another good one would be Manifest Miracles. You'll find them both here. It's not enough to read the course work, or listen to it... you need to do the exercises. :)
Try the courses, or if not my courses, then with someone else. Begin a spiritual practice in some way. Go really, really deep with yourself, and find out who you truly are. Again: this isn't easy work. It can be painful, and bring up a lot of "stuff." Over time, you will begin to become aware and you will see things differently.