Can I get a little reading? I live in the Caribbean, on the tiny island of St. Maarten to be exact. I have no clue what to do with my life. It's like I have no purpose and it makes my life so meaningless. I'm a breast cancer survivor and worry a lot about my son who is still pretty young (15). Will he be ok? And can I get a little feedback what to do with my life? I thank you so much and hope you can honor my request.
My name is Carmen and I was born in 1955. — Carmen
It can be hard to live in a place such as the Carribbean where life can be fairly low-key; it can be hard to have external ambition when the environment is so easy.
I would suggest that in order for your son to grow and mature, it would benefit him to spend time in a different locale. This does not have to be now, but as he enters young adult hood.
As for you... I think you need to ask yourself what you would like to create in this life, and then do it.
Don't let the precious gift of this lifetime just pass by.
Only you can decide what brings meaning to your life–and learning to discover this is part of your spiritual path.
The question for you to look at is: why are you in a place of complacency? What makes you not curious, or not willing to risk more, or try more? What parts in your belief system aren't letting you move forward?
You might look at my course, Moving from Stuck to Flow and see if that brings up some answers.