My name is Raymond from Indonesia. I have suffered many hard problems like depression and anxious problem. Many people insult me and look down to me. I always fail to achieve something and become low-esteem for myself. I wish to become actor and recover from this fail. Many people says this is impossible but i'm still in faith of God. Please show me, can i achieve my hopes and wishes? Thank you Sara. —Raymond
You did not say how old you are, but I have the sense that you are in the stage of young adulthood, where you are still learning how you are, and what your life's path is.
It's good to walk the path of being actor, and to follow your dreams. I encourage you to keep going!
I believe that you will be able to create a life where you work in your chosen field; however, you may find yourself not as an actor, but doing some of the other amazing jobs that make acting possible. Allow yourself to open to that additional possibility—that you will love working in a position that is in the acting field, but may (or may not) be actual acting.
The other part of this, is that is is absolutely possible to shift your feelings of low self worth, let go of those Misbeliefs, and access the part of your personality that is Divine, calm, confident and connected—and to begin to live from this part of your being, your true self. Make this your priority! To work with all the many courses and teachings that will help you work through this! I would suggest www.DailyOm.com as a place to start.