I recently started your Become a Spiritual Psychic course, and I am getting some results. I'm about to start week 3 with your rose technique and I have a question I am afraid to get answered. I don't know if this relevant but I also started Ted Andrews Animal Totems, Seeing Aura's and Speaking to Spirits as well.
What concerns me is you both mention low vibration spirits (bad) and how things need to be done right so you can protect yourself from them.
I have no interest in even encountering any low vibration spirit and I'm concerned, and actually scared to. I do a progressive relaxation, breathing and sensing my aura's & also started with the chakra points, chant or color visualization on those points. Well, at times I feel little sensations touching me, my hair, arm, leg etc. I try to ask & test them to see if they real by touching another part of my body and sometimes they do. I ask for their names or any messages they might have for me or if they are bad. Then you said not to: that it doesn't matter who or what they are as long as your in high vibration and it feels enlightening then you are ok.
Well, last night during sleep I suddenly felt this intense thing, spirit or something strongly holding me in place. I tried to break free but it would not let go. I began to ask questions if it's good, or what it wants but I felt uneasy so I just told it to leave me alone, to let go, to go away and that you can't do this reiterating let me go. It eventually did. Time passed and I felt something else trying to pull me off my bed by my leg. I felt like I was struggling again to move and to stay on the bed as I felt it pull. I demanded it let me go and leave me alone. After a few seconds it eventually did.
This last experience with the leg pulling is almost like a movie I saw a while back. So I do question its merit. But it felt so real, so intense. Can this be real? Could I have just imagined it? Was this a dream? Did I damaged my aura to allow myself to feel these? This is not a path I care to follow. Just want to make sure I'm not. If you have any thoughts on this please feel free to pass them along. Thanks —Jose
Sometimes spirits do show up like this, in very tangible, palpable, active forms. You were right to ask what its intentions were—a Divine being such as a Guide or Angel or even a beloved Departed is not going to be trying to drag you off the bed, pull a limb or try to convince you to go with it when you are resisting.
It feels to me that you have a lot of vibrational exposure to lower energy, and when you are mixing that kind of exposure with doing this course work, you can get in to a really sticky place.
If you are doing work in the spirit realm, you will need to be very clear, very clean in your energy. There is no room in your life for anything such as dark movies.
If you're working in this realm, and don't want to attract dark, you need to stay away from all dark influences. It's really hard in mainstream, because so much entertainment is seeing as "fine" but it's really tremendously dark. So, stay away from all that stuff.
It would be good to add some prayer into your practice, when you are connecting to whatever ascended masters that you feel drawn to, such as Jesus, Buddha, saints, other high holy ones. I know you know the importance of always calling the guides in when any dark or strange energy happens, and everytime you do this work.
It's not a joke, or something to be messed with, or entertainment. It's very real, and needs to be taken seriously. So, make shifts as above to your practice, and you should be fine.